this dream is very messed up. i had it on the morning of thursday the 8th, after having had 3 hours of sleep, then getting up for an hour, then going back to bed around 11....
okay, it was me and a few other people.. licia was definitely there. and a guy.. who could have been james, but i think it was clare.. and a few other people.. i think my sister was there... anyways.. we were like superheros.. or angels or something, because we decided to descend to the earth. but earth was this huge tower, with all these different levels.. the first level we landed on was like squishy.. like the ground was squishy.. so anyways.. we were walking through all these buildings and whatnot.. like stores and houses.. and then we'd go to the next level and wander around. but like each level had a huge expanse of sky, so i dont know how it worked, really. so on the last level we went to - which was still really high - and i had two doggies with me. tye and another one... i don't remember if he was realyl a doggie, though.. he might have been some strange creature.. but i kept calling him a dog nonetheless, i just cant' remember what he looked like... anyways.. we had had to camp out and stuff.. i think there were a lot of escalators in this place.. and we went to this store that was like an art store, and we were talking to the dude and he was realyl cool and nice and stuff, then we kept walking and suddenly we were inside and there was this HUGE house thing, but we were like inside it.. it was as though we were in the hallway of a residence.. but a really nice, rich one not like ours.. and on the corner was this elaborate balcony with stairs and stuff and it was supposed to be don dave's room, the best suite of them all.. so we walked into dave's room/house, cuz we could.. and on the stove he was cooking muslix, and i think sarah ross was with me cuz she decided to (or was it erin?) turn down the muslix that was cooking, so it wouldn't get ruined... i think it was erin, but at first it was sarah... so anyway.. then we left but we were in this other house that was one of the ppl's i was with's family... and there were the brothers of whoever i was with... ithink it was james at this point.. and they were playing video games, and like the other people i was with went to bed, cuz there were beds set up in the same room, and the brothers were all different. there was like a normal older brother, and a little black kid who was the younger brother and then this stupid moron guy who was the one playing the game, but he was an idiot and didn't know what he was doing and just kept complaining about it. then i realised that i had lost my doggies, in another house that we had been in , which had this crazy lady as the grandmother... i think it was actually a store.. but we thought that she had stolen the dogs... and something else about her.. she was irish or a witch or something... and the family that was hers.. like her adult daughter.. was like "ya, she's insane" and whatnot.. i can't remember anything else, relaly, but i know there was more. i was upset about losing my doggies.. i think that's when we decided to go home.
this is just part of a dream that i had before the scary one i just posted.
nite of friday the 26th of december. at james', again.
i was in this room, in some sort of performance. and it was 6 girls, i think, or a few more, including me. and we were dressed all sexy-like. i was wearing these little underwear short things, that were black and lacy. and a black corset with red trim. and fishnets. and i was all make-upped and whatnot. and i think i had black or red gloves on, too. and i had a whip. and how it worked was there were three girls attached to the wall and a girl assigned to each one, standing in the middle, who whipped them. i didn't understand the point of it. but i was a whipper. and i was whipping this girl i know from photo. and sarah h was there again. (the girl from my classes who knows alicia) anyways, it was weird. all hot and sexy and whatnot. then it ended. and that's all i remember.
kay, i don't remember exactly what happened at all, really... but here goes.
nite of friday the 26th of december. at james', sharing the bed.
for some reason, me and a bunch of other people from school got selected to be taken to hell. but it wasn't really hell, it was supposed to be limbo... but scary limbo.. i dunno if limbo is supposed to be scary or not. anyway, there was a bunch of us, in a hall just off of vari hall and we were all standing in this little hall. and i started crying cuz i was really scared about what was going to happen. then the "devils" showed up. they were people i knew from school (now i don't remember who they were.. i think one was matt good.. who i do not know from school) and they were for the most part hot guys, all wearing long trench black trenchcoats, black pants, black belts with red detail, black shirts with red details (i think some had red ties over black shirts) and black sunglasses somewhere on their person (over their eyes, on their heads, in their shirts) and little red horns.. that were fake... the sparkly kind you get from value village. anyways, so i was crying and afraid and one of the helper people (there were devils and helper people) was telling me it was going to be fine. but like it was really sudden, me being there. i didn't actually walk there or travel to there by myself, i just sort of appeared there. no one else was freaking out, really. i think jen may or may not have been there. and sarah, the girl from my class who knew alicia from o-ville.
anyways, so we get led into this room.. sort of like a theatre, but the seats are opposite of normal. in the way that in a normal theatre, the seats at the front are lower than the ones at the back, here the ones at the back were the lowest ones. so i sat down beside someone i knew and i was all like shaking and whatnot. and bear was there, he was a helper dealie. and he was all concerned about me, cuz i was still crying and shaking and whatnot. so he was trying to calm me down while telling me it was going to be fine and everyone had to do this at some point or something. then i think we had to drink lemonade or something. and i kept thinking about what alicia and james and wayland and all them were doing, when i didn't show up for a few days in the office. cuz time in the theatre place went slower than in real life. then i think we were handcuffed to the chairs or something. and stuff was happening. like there was stuff on the screen and stuff was being done to us, but i can't remember any of it. it was bad, though. all torture-y and whatnot. and they kept making us change our places. and at the end i was beside this guy who i think was this kid i know from school and sorta had a crush on last year. anyway, the devils and the helper ppl kept coming to me and trying to calm me down and whatnot. they were all there voluntarily. like bear, for example, went there voluntarily, i think he got paid or something. and it was a secret so he couldn't tell anyone where i was. and then i think it was over and i was going to go back to normal times or whatever. i just remember thinking why was i sent to hell, when i was such a good person... anyways, it was weird.
okay, these are all gonna be really random, cuz i hardly remember any of them or what days they were on. but they all exist, and keep invading my thoughts.
with the yorkies. meg, andy, greg, jaypee i think, jesse possibly, maybe diane. can't really remember. we're kids. like 8-13. somewhere around there. we're in a forest. but not a real forest. a movie forest. with really wide trails, leaves on teh ground.. it's fall. there's hardly any underbrush. other peopel in there, too. and lots of sunlight. we're riding bikes and looking for treasure and exploring and being kids. telling stories of madmen who've escaped from prison and are hiding under the ground where we're walking and sitting and playing. i look down a revine thinger and imagine a imagine a window with bars, there, and a convict looking at me through the bars, smiling and winking and telling me to be quiet about him with a finger to his lips. then i'm in a house that's in teh forest. it's greg's house. i'm staying with greg. it's a nice, split house. all white and modern. plants. his parents are there. they really look like his parents from that picture i saw of them. we're normal aged now. jesse and jaypee are there, too. and a brother of greg's. i put my bike on teh stairs. and then.. i think we eat kraft dinner. it feals like a movie. the way i make myself at home. comfortable converstaitions with his parents when greg's not there. then i look out a window and it's in the city. and we are out ont eh street i just saw and it's me, greg, jesse, jaypee. i'm on a bike, the boys are walking. and we're walking down a street approaching a building on a hill. much like LCVI looks when you're in the football field, looking towards the parking lot. and i see myself riding ahead of the guys. and there's a drumming circle or something going on... i think i missed a plane home or somethign and that's why i'm there. and that's all i remember of that one.
i can't remember any more now, dammit. they'll come back to me soon though.
oikilee dokilee. this happened on the nite of monday the 30th of june.
i'm walking up bowen, up the hill, the lake behind me. i think i just spent some time at the lake, looking out at the clear, blue water, rippling slightly with waves caused by a light breeze. it's not cold, but it's not terribly hot. there was a definite wind that blew my hair around. i'm pushing my mom's huge baby carriage. which keeps switching into a different type of carriage, more like the type of buggy that old ladies push their groceries around in. there's a baby in it. i think it's baby kt, actually. and i just came from something to do with smurfs. papa smurf was there. and another, shy one. i dont' remember what it was. i think i was talking to the smurfs or i was in smurfland or something. ya.
then we're at the top of the hill - we're going to the mailboxes - and we're beside those little kids house. and they're playing in the trees. i think they're magical like little pixies. then i'm further up the hill - at mr. bowen's drive way, and i have a lot on my mind. smurfs and pixies and i remember seeing beauty and the beast in my head - the beginning part, right before the first song, when she's walking to the village. and i'm talking to baby kt. but i dont' remember what i'm saying.
that's it. i can explain most of this. me and my mom have been (though not since this last week) going for walks past the mailboxes. one time, while going down the hill - towards the lake - i asked her what she's going to do with the baby carriage. saying that i wanted it for my own kids. so whoever has kids first, me or kt, she should give it to us. but she said it woudl be better if she kept it, cuz it's hard to maneover it around a city. and so then we can use it when visiting her with our babies. i also recently asked my mom if she died who would get custody of kt. she said me, which is what i wanted. so that explains baby kt. we walked by the kids' house once, and they play in the trees a lot, and we said how they look like little hobbits or pixies. and jen has a papa smurf doll sitting in her closet. i used to have the same toy and kept looking at it while there.
yay analyzing!
yeah, this is gonna be dreams i've had and junk. meaning whenever i have a dream i remember, i'll post it here and maybe attempt some interpretation or somethign.
yep. i didn't have a dream last nite that i can remember.
